(U) day

yesterday was a (U) day. a heart broken day.

not bcoz of him again. is bcoz of "her". a wang ba dan!

isnt it all abt lies in this world? when we grown bigger n bigger.
im tired. tired of all these lies.

5months ago i stepped onto tis place for da first time.
n 4 months ago i start my little journey here
but i nvr thought tat, it's all lies...

was like a puppet being thrown here n there.
like a maid doin all kinds of shit.
like a little gal being cheated n bullied without sayin anything

i always believe tat if u treat someone nice they'll treat u the way u do too.

was in her office for 2 n half hrs
bullshits.
its such a BIG difference.

frm the day i heard..
"after 3months of probation period i'll increase u by 300"

end up
15pages of appraisal form
alot of bullshits sayin she's the best her company is the most interesting.other companies r boring.
givin me marks tat not even reach 50
telling me tat if only it reach 60 only increase 5% while 90 above increase 20%
try to increase th marks by 1 or 2 so tat i can reach the 5%.. $80.. WAT FOR?

ya ya ya.
i m a piece of shit. not worth it.
i deserve 0%.

i really APPRECIATE everything u've done for me.
thanks.


i dun belong here
n the home i miss may not belong to me either
mum called n asked did i giv $ to dad tat day
i said no. i only giv mum.
she said "so little"

tis is actually the main reason of today being a (U) day. so (U)
i can even hear the sound.

好想家。

天天一个人。

一个人走路

一个人吃早餐

一个人吃午餐

一个人做工

一个人看戏
一个人笑
一个人哭

。

。

。

常有人说我会被风吹走

但我每次否认

哈哈

刚刚又去那间我几乎天天报到的杂饭店

那里的风好大

大到莫名其妙

总是在想到底哪里来的风可以大成这个样子

大概是山上来的吧 =.= 这里的山特别多。晚上还可以看见云顶的灯！

结果，我的菜吹到桌上

为了避免喝着的汤也一起飞走，非常小心翼翼

还试过有一次

为了打发一个人过不完的一小时lunch hour，找报纸看

风吹得好大我还是坚持不放弃

后来有人跑过来帮我拿东西压住不听话的报纸 :D

很有满足感吧 -_- 真的会被风吹走耶

昨晚刚从家里回来
每当这个时候分外想家

很想家
很想大哭一场
很想赖在家里 不回来了



T_T

*从前的我怎么没想过有一天会离开你们一个人在另一个地方
一年只能见那几次面？*

day-dreaming

选择。

再次为鞋子着迷。

bibi的鞋子好漂亮

左挑右选不知道怎么办好。

总是这样在做选择的时候觉得好辛苦。

鸡蛋糕

怎么这样一点主见都没有！>=<

bang ni da guang gao oo bibi :D

my beloved hometown.

My very first again.

Went back to my third hometown last sunday. the beach. :)
felt extremely excited when thinking of beach. luv it.

follen ni hao ke ai ^^ zhen shi ge zang xiao hai :D

ever had a dream of spending the rest of my life at the beach.
be frens wit the sky.. many many littles stars.. sea shell...

how lovely.

we luv simple life. simple frens.
i hate tat life is actually so complicated n couldnt b simple most of the time.

but i'll still stay simple..
the way who i am.
n b the original-est original xiao jing yi.

nothing could change tis fact.



so dun worry my beloved frens. :)