Friday, October 31, 2008

(U) day

yesterday was a (U) day. a heart broken day.
not bcoz of him again. is bcoz of "her". a wang ba dan!

isnt it all abt lies in this world? when we grown bigger n bigger.
im tired. tired of all these lies.

5months ago i stepped onto tis place for da first time.
n 4 months ago i start my little journey here
but i nvr thought tat, it's all lies...

was like a puppet being thrown here n there.
like a maid doin all kinds of shit.
like a little gal being cheated n bullied without sayin anything

i always believe tat if u treat someone nice they'll treat u the way u do too.

was in her office for 2 n half hrs
bullshits.
its such a BIG difference.

frm the day i heard..
"after 3months of probation period i'll increase u by 300"

end up
15pages of appraisal form
alot of bullshits sayin she's the best her company is the most interesting.other companies r boring.
givin me marks tat not even reach 50
telling me tat if only it reach 60 only increase 5% while 90 above increase 20%
try to increase th marks by 1 or 2 so tat i can reach the 5%.. $80.. WAT FOR?

ya ya ya.
i m a piece of shit. not worth it.
i deserve 0%.

i really APPRECIATE everything u've done for me.
thanks.


i dun belong here
n the home i miss may not belong to me either
mum called n asked did i giv $ to dad tat day
i said no. i only giv mum.
she said "so little"



tis is actually the main reason of today being a (U) day. so (U)
i can even hear the sound.

5 Comments:

Blogger ming.huah said...

this world is like that one.
cos just fresh grad no one will appreciate. hope one day u find a better employer and lead a better life. 明天一定比今天更好!加油!

November 1, 2008 at 9:29 PM  
Blogger LIEW CHEE WEI 刘志伟 said...

I am not advise you to appreciate what happening on you, you have to raise up your voice for your case. Bad employer is always eat their promise. If you think you already reach their requirement, they should mature their promise. Try to find a 'right time' to negotiate. Let her know your value to what your have done.

November 1, 2008 at 11:27 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

thx my frens..
she already made me feel tat i hav no value at all.. so i dunno wat should i do :(

November 3, 2008 at 6:34 PM  
Blogger LIEW CHEE WEI 刘志伟 said...

you may also appraise your company value and your own value if you wise to have longer stay.

I believe that your value is not just what you think and she think.Please do not lose your confident to what you have contributed to your company.

November 3, 2008 at 11:24 PM  
Blogger ming.huah said...

jia you my dear!
u can do ur best to fight for ur happiness!
take out some courage and voice it!

November 8, 2008 at 5:44 AM  

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